TONY
i like him
ive been contemplating whether id say yes or no if he asked me out
i crave a real life relationship
but would it really work out?
i can only see a relationship like that falling apart
and then running back to someone better
but by then it would probably be too late *sigh*
MARK
i love mark
but im not IN love with mark
im not comfortable around him
he freaks me out for some strange reason that even i dont understand
yeah, i admit i kinda like that feeling
but still
thats not the point
DEVON
i feel very comfortable around him
but i feel like hes pushing me away
and sometimes when i talk to him, its like im just typing, then reading, typing, then reading
like im not talking to anyone
exactly why im so comfortable with him
he doesnt seem real.....
AUSTIN
im comfortable saying anything i want to him
even when i get embarrassed i seem to stay calm
unlike i usually get after embarrassment
ever since i met him ive liked him more and more as days go by
then i fell in love with him
and now that is starting to grow as well
...im scared
i dont trust people as easily as i did before
ive been hurt too much too many times
and i cant take it anymore!
...i just tried to stop talking to him because im scared
its going to be hard
but....i cant take anymore emotional pain
i just cant
no, im not saying loving him hurts
im saying im afraid of getting hurt somehow
loving him gets me through so much!
i like him
ive been contemplating whether id say yes or no if he asked me out
i crave a real life relationship
but would it really work out?
i can only see a relationship like that falling apart
and then running back to someone better
but by then it would probably be too late *sigh*
MARK
i love mark
but im not IN love with mark
im not comfortable around him
he freaks me out for some strange reason that even i dont understand
yeah, i admit i kinda like that feeling
but still
thats not the point
DEVON
i feel very comfortable around him
but i feel like hes pushing me away
and sometimes when i talk to him, its like im just typing, then reading, typing, then reading
like im not talking to anyone
exactly why im so comfortable with him
he doesnt seem real.....
AUSTIN
im comfortable saying anything i want to him
even when i get embarrassed i seem to stay calm
unlike i usually get after embarrassment
ever since i met him ive liked him more and more as days go by
then i fell in love with him
and now that is starting to grow as well
...im scared
i dont trust people as easily as i did before
ive been hurt too much too many times
and i cant take it anymore!
...i just tried to stop talking to him because im scared
its going to be hard
but....i cant take anymore emotional pain
i just cant
no, im not saying loving him hurts
im saying im afraid of getting hurt somehow
loving him gets me through so much!
