well i was being all childish and selfisly stupid...well i thought (i think this was the purpose lol sweatdrop ) that me, McKay and the original group should be at the end of the table and the fact that there was all these people that came in the pic. and some how thought that the places we had was theres to take.....but thats stupid XP even nfor my standards and i felt like s**t once i found out i was thinking the opposite of what i prided my self on (not being to self-ish and or stupid about something small and worth-less) so when lunch came around and the spaces where clear, i felt...i dk like i would be way to self-ish and bratty to take that seat and be satisfyed that i got what i wanted...and i did not want to feel or look that way..so i decided to sit in the other place that we went to before they moved for us
oh and i am sorry for bringing you McKay to the other table because of my stupid pride and child-ness, i know that you are friends with cole and maybe sorta (alittle)with leigh but most of your friends were at the normal table and for me to say what i said "you can go and sit with your friends if you want to" ...that was dumb....i would have done the same as you did and so....yeah i'msorry and i was dumb this time so you can't say that i was not......
well, now that i got that out of the way
the path of life is often long but that is also pulchritudinous
Affliction of the mind · Tue Nov 15, 2005 @ 08:19pm · 4 Comments |