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I know no one going to read what I am going to type.

But I am doing this for me or how ever read it.

I would say my life is not hard but for me it was. I grow up with a bad ear infection both ears. I could not here. For me I was like mumbling. Docs put tubs in both my ears to clear out the infection.

Growing up was hard I found out I had the learn disability. I felt different from every one in my class is. Yes I did have friends and I also was mad fun of because of my weight. I try diet but it didn't work and I gave up.

I am really lonely in my life and I like hang out when I friends to hang out with. I do have a best friend. She and I are like sister to check a there. I am there for her and she there for me.

She some time dose not know I am lonely and want a man in my life.

I have two younger brothers and always looking out for me and So is my parents.

I never say this but some times I want my life to end or change but when I try to change it doesn't work

I just think those things about taking my life but I don't. I keep saying I hate my life.

When I got on gaia I made so many people that are good to me and I am happy. I am so glad I got friends that there for me to chat.