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i decided, to write for gaia because i figure why not, it gives everyone of my friends a chance to see the real me, feelings and all, however ugly.

yesterday, i was supposed to take a really big test in order to see if i qualify for a scholarship to college, it was for 7:00 in the morning and it was 35 miles away, needless to say i got up around 5:00, 2 hours earlier in order to make sure i didn't forget nothing (which i often do) i don't drive and my only mode of transportation is my mom who lives a 15 miles away. well, as i got ready i forgot that i had to be there 30 minutes earlier, and well, i missed it altogether because i completely forgot to tell her, i am so pissed at myself right now, its either college to be a professor or job corp (shudder). trust me, I'm responsible in my own right and will do whatever necessary to make sure i don't screw my life up but i still don't like the idea of job corp. but, *sigh* i digress, i woke up at five and i didn't go to bed until three in the morning because of late night television, damned stand up comics and their lack of morals....
anyway, i have this thing, every morning no matter how late i go to sleep i always get up at 8, so America, i have been up since 8 in the morning and it is exactly 10:29pm, mmhmm something wrong with me, and dehydration and an almost inebriated feeling will soon come like t always does until i sleep correctly. America, i love you but i gotta get some nap time, good night America, and sleep with the angels