I HATE MY ********' LIFE!!! >.< at school i have to deal with freaking immature retards and the ignorance and racist crap is bringing me into greater depression then what im already in.
GAWD! i can't trust anyone, im so confused about my life and who my true friends are....i can't even trust family! TT i don't know how long i can take this, not much longer i can tell you that. its almost spring break and im goinng North carolina and working, i need money xD lol. its only 8 pm but im so tired from trying to keep my cool during school and trying to cosentrate for my work, i know alot of ppl will say, "learn to ignore it" well its not that simple, i taught myself to listen and hear everything around me, its a survival trick really. sometimes i wish i could just run away from it all. not even books help anymore. cry ohwell ill try to keep goin till i can graduate high school then im off to either college or travel the world....
wow i feel somewhat better ^_^ i guess getting to say stuff instead of keeping it with in is better.
GAWD! i can't trust anyone, im so confused about my life and who my true friends are....i can't even trust family! TT i don't know how long i can take this, not much longer i can tell you that. its almost spring break and im goinng North carolina and working, i need money xD lol. its only 8 pm but im so tired from trying to keep my cool during school and trying to cosentrate for my work, i know alot of ppl will say, "learn to ignore it" well its not that simple, i taught myself to listen and hear everything around me, its a survival trick really. sometimes i wish i could just run away from it all. not even books help anymore. cry ohwell ill try to keep goin till i can graduate high school then im off to either college or travel the world....
wow i feel somewhat better ^_^ i guess getting to say stuff instead of keeping it with in is better.
