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So last night, I had a lot of nightmares, and it got so bad I was afraid to go back to sleep. And now I'm kind of scared to go to sleep tonight. I'm sure I'll fall asleep eventually but I want to write down what I can remember from the dreams. I don't want to forget them.

The first dream, I went into this room full of toddlers, and one toddler just started bleeding, he was covered in blood, and I just stared in shock, then he opened his mouth and it was completely black, and blood started pouring out. Then it changed to ... either another toddler or the same one but they were in front of a door, and it started having what looked like a seizure or something, and it was still bleeding. And it's eyes were red, and looking at me. That ended up waking me up. And usually when I go back to sleep after waking from a nightmare I won't have anymore nightmares. But when I went back to sleep I had another.

In the second dream I was in a room with my family and some other random people. And this guy explained that at any moment, anyone in the room could turn on us all and kill us, till eventually everyone was dead. So everyone just stood in their places afraid to move or talk, didn't trust anyone in the room. Then one guy decided to try and be funny and pretend to stab my dad. He laughed and backed away when suddenly someone else came up behind my dad with two pens and stabbed my dad in the stomach. I ended up getting scared for my life and I ran out of the room and was heading towards the basement, but then I thought it would be stupid to do that so I went to run to the garage but I heard them talking inside that they knew where I was going, and one of them started to follow me. I was already in the garage at this time, and I was planning to jump out the window into my back yard and make a run for it over the fence. But the guy somehow already KNEW I was going to do that and instead of going into the garage stood waiting at the back door. I got so panicked by the dream and being unsure of what to do that I woke up.

At this point, I didn't want to go back to sleep. I was so scared I'd have another horrible nightmare. But I eventually did fall asleep again, and was having the startings of a nightmare but I woke up before it could get anywhere bad.

Since dreams usually occur because of something that happened in the day, I tried to think of what could have happened yesterday to cause these nightmares. I couldn't figure anything out. Yesterday was a great day, nothing scary. I haven't even played Silent Hill in a while. confused I used to like nightmares. I still do, when they have zombies or are like Silent Hill. But those were far too disturbing for me. xD

I hope I'll have good dreams tonight. sweatdrop