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Don't be ridiculous. You can start a conversation with the absolute most randomn person as easily as breathing and you have proven that on many occassions so don't even tell me that you're not good at starting conversations. You are probably one of the most converstational people in the world!

And are you talking about this Sun. or last Sun? because we're going this Sun. and you were just talkign about Sun. as past tense...??

why is no one else's logic train anywhere near mine. and i guess i just really didn't want to talk... at all. even ask mr. mieher. i didn't really say all that much. i've been in a listening sort of mood lately. that's why i've been haveing trouble starting conversations. guess i just don't WANT to talk, not even to myself.... i wonder if i'd listen to myself or ignore myself if i spoke out loud to myself... now i'm thinking too much.

P.S. my hand is almost completely healed... ye-aye

P.P.S. scabs are fun to pick at.

This is me, as someone else, signing off

Matt (Timmy the-half-eyed-bandit) Gonzalaz

no i new that you just didn't want to and beleive me, i'm running on about the same tracks as you as far as the "logic train" goes. the only difference is i'm making myself talk to others because it doesnt do any good to get rapped up in one's solitude and keep everything to yourself. the more i talk to someone about it the more they understand so they know how they can try to help (because they probably want to help if they are actually taking the time to listen and sometimes demanding that you tell them what's going on) and it helps me work things in to a something i can handle and deal with instead of getting lost in it and feelling comepletely helpless. but that's me and how i tackle my own mind and troubles. you're you and i wouldn't have it any other way. you'll talk to me when you feel like it, you always do, i just hope that when you finally do it won't be 20 some years down the road.

P.S. I'm glad your hand is getting better. and it's good sometimes to think to much just so you can back off a little and start thinking in the right amount.