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Go out into the middle of the street in the rain and sit down and stay there. Sometimes I simply feel...Not emotional at all. Like,Bored and wanna just sit out on the road in the rain (Which I can Do where I live because nobody lives by me)

I haven't done something new in a while and It's got me all mellow....I need to clean reorganize my whole room or get a piercing or something. ANYTHING at the moment to keep my life from monotony. These are the days that I either get really bitchy or I do something really random like dye my hair with cool aide to have something out of the ordinary to do. Why Can't I work at the hippy store? Then I get get dreads or Have freakin' blue hair and nobody would care. I hate that I missed my chance to be out of the box. Admittedly I'm sorta out of the box most of the time even if it's not expressed physically.....I just...Wanna.....DO SOMETHING with myself....But it's hard because I'm a social person so I end up not doing anything ......BLAH I'm so not into even writing about it XP

*Sits down and Stares at Art Orders*
I'm a horrible person.....