Sayia lookes over at Raynee, and sighs.
She and Raynee had decided to take this class together, back when they were the best of friends, only just last year. Then, over the smmer, Sayia found out that she was not exempt from Raynee's bitchy, insecure nature. Raynee ended their friendship. Called her a whore, slut, whinie, needy and stupid. Over a Facebook message when Sayia asked Raynee if she wanted to see the new Batman movie.
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Now, however, even though Sayia hates Raynee with a passion, she stays her distance. The only thing that really makes her hold onto this hate, is that no one else knows what a backstabber , b***h , and {Sayia felt really bad about this} truly mentaly ill.
Recently tho, Sayia found out she had won.
She didn't intend to, nor did she really want to, she felt guilt over enjoying this, but Raynee had done this to herself.
Stupid Raynee.
She became obsessed with a boy named Kaden, even tho she knew Sayia liked him as well.
Stupid Sayia.
She secretly believed all the things Raynee had said about her, it was the same things everyone else had said to her over the years.
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Raynee began to court Kaden, and often flaunted that, gosspied about this to Sayia.
Complained about him to Sayia
Oblivious Kaden.
Sightless Sayia.
Neither one realized they were being manipulated by Raynee untill the end.
Intentive Raynee.
Did she even sense she was being over come by. . .
something?
Guilt/rage/hatred
This is where the mental issues come in.
Intent Unclear.
But intent.
Raynee did all the things to hurt Sayia
that Sayia wanted to do to hurt Raynee, but Sayia thought it was petty, and Kaden (the only one who would care) would look down upon her.
Godly Kaden.
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Discovering Kaden.
Understanding Sayia.
Self-Destructive Raynee.
The notes.
Lots of notes later.
Obsessive?
Compulsive.
Confuzed or just Hopless.
Self -Destructive Raynee
Writing notes of apoligies to Kaden
"sorry for running off"
"forgive me for running off?"
"Daen wasn't who I thought he was"
"((take me back))"
Worried Kaden
Clearsighted Sayia
there was no relationship.
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Hurt Kaden
Unabled Sayia
More implied relationships
of Kaden and Raynee
((Raynee's view))
More and More actual Relationship
of Kaden and Sayia
(world's view)
Threatned Raynee
Caught in the Middle Kaden
Oblivious Sayia
Explosive MySpace message
"she's a slut!"
"you flirt with her!"
"attention whore!"
"you compliment her!"
"((we're together))"
"((she's a slut))"
"((you're mine))"
Confuzed Kaden
Confuzed Sayia
Unstable Raynee
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Parental Control.
Mothers are like that.
Maternal Kaden to Maternal Sayia:
"They're too close"
"What do you know of Raynee"
Maternal Sayia to Maternal Kaden:
"Agreed. Time to slow it/seperate"
"I know gossip, Xfriendships, Sayia dislikes and avoids Raynee"
Maternal Raynee to Maternal Kaden:
"he's hurting Raynee"
"why is he so mean"
"she's depressed all the time"
Thoughts of Maternal Kaden:
"oh no oh no oh no"
"not susposed to be like this"
"girls are bad"
"no no no"
Time of Seperation
Kaden and Sayia
Confusing third wheel is gone
for now
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Time of Seperation Ends
still akaward
Saddened Kaden
Guilty Sayia
"she used me to hurt you"
"sorry"
"not your fault"
"still. . "
Self-Destructing Raynee
Ignoring Raynee
Ignored Raynee
Winning Sayia
Losing Sayia
Used Kaden
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Kaden and I are still great friends, and we still flirt a bit, tho not as much as before.
Raynee did everything she could to hurt me.
I wanted to hut her, I can't believe I resisted. Now, knowing this, I wonder why I even bothered to resist, when she oviously did not.
Then I remember, Kaden (the only one who cares) would lose any respect for me.
I'd lose respect for myself.
I'm not sure how to end this.
It really has no ending right now.
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