Simply Hopeless.
Yup, that's me. Friday was my chance to say something, do something, and I let it slip through my fingers. Even though I got to sit by him, I felt like I was a million miles away. Looking back there were so many things I could've said and done differently (and better)...
... but I didn't.
I felt absolutely horrible afterward. Mib consoled me. We share this insane similarity. She can never find the courage to show her crush how amazing she is. (Which is really amazing.) So, all through the game, we talked about how horrible we are with guys and how we're bound to be pathetic romantics for the rest of our lives.
We lost the game, but that didn't matter to me. I spent the rest of the night lounging around Dunkin' Doughnuts, being all miserable and such. Then I spent all of Saturday, (which the exception of the portion of time I spent running and rollerblading) laying on my couch, watching chick-flicks. I can't even remember exactly what I watched.
One was called, Everything you want but that one upset me because Orlando Seale (majorly adorable)((must be something about the name Orlando)) played an imaginary boyfriend. Yeah, I know... it sounds weird. And it was, but in a sappy love movie way. It fit my mood. 3nodding
I've also watched Serendipity, Celest in the City, The Prince and Me, something else with Julia Stiles, Dirty Dancing II, and then another movie about a women who didn't care about love and a beautiful man who comes into her life and shows her how everything in a relationship should work.
So, you can only imagine my current mood. xp
The senior play last night was absolutely hilareous. I laughed so hard, I almost cried... wait, no. I did cry. Some of those guys had amazingly (and suprisingly) good voices. And three of those guys had amazingly (but not so suprisingly) hott bodies. rofl
It almost made up for my horrid mood. That is... until I finally figured something out. A something that is best suited for my private journal, though I think I'll scream if I don't tell someone.
Anywho, I'm going to the play again tonight... and I hope it mellows out my mood. This is officially my moping entry. I promise the next one I have will me less... well... I'm not sure... but it will be better...
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