Honestly... it's like I'm a freaking shadow on the wall where I'm at, unless it's to ******** with my head no one acknowledges my existence in the slightest. Even in band where so called "friends in music" are suppose to at least talk to others I am nothing but a whisper in the silence (and the weird thing is I'm 6' 6" now how the hell does that make any matter of sense?!?) And even the teachers, who are usually supposed to give everyone a chance to answer something have not called me since the first quarter of this year.... it's just annoying really... but hell I'm not complaining to much about that...
With me constantly being ignored by everyone... I now know what I am... nothing but a burden, a burden on those I love and care for... you'd all be best without me, I'm just hindering you from making progress in life... (or I'm just there and you don't really care...)... I'd be doing more dead then alive... at least I'd be feeding the worms..
Quote From My Head:
"Existence Has No Meaning Other Then To Have An End..."
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get those thought out of your head! *yelling at you*
if nothing else, I'm here, and I still need you! hell, you're often the only reason I get out of bed on the weekends, looking forward to even just possibly getting a message from you. let the kids at school ignore you, who the hell cares abt them??? I don't, why do you? and if the teachers are ignoring you, take a moment after class to very pointedly say "hey, Mr. so-and-so~ I'd really like it if you actually payed attention to me! I'm kinda sick of being ignored" trust me, it often (not always) does a lot to help. god, if I thought it'd help, I'd give you phone number, but I realise that one person who's so far away can't do much to help... but I am here, as much as you allow me to be. I swear.