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ok so i gots 2 dreams here for ya.
(this is not proofread)
its been a while since ive updated my dreams journals cause i have friggin school. i hav dreams, but then i get woken up by my mom or dad and then im like o crap i gots school and then i comppletely forget my dream that i had. but now im on my spring break and i can actually hav time to remember my dreams before i get up.
so anyways, im sure your bored by now, so here's the first dream. i think it was like 2 nights ago.

so i dont remember all that much. i dont remember how it started but i know i was at school. (ironic right? dreaming bout school on my spring break.) so im sure there were more parts to this dream than what im remembering right now but watever. so wat i do remember is sumthin about bunkbeds? idk, theres this nag in my brain that says bunk beds. but the main part that i remember is that i was goin to english class. and none of the school looked like it actually does. so i walked from my coaches class through a door into my english class. i dropped off my stuff and went into the bathroom (that was inside the classroom. ???) so anyways, i went in and i find like almost all clogged toilets. and theyre not pretty either. a lot of detail in these clogged dream toilets. so anyways i fond one thats not clogged and i use it. (*side note: i find that i have a lot of dreams with clogged toilets. idk, its just like this completely irrational fear that i have.. a toilet clogging and overflowing. it happened to me at my grandmas house.. i used the toilet and it was clogged i guess (and i thought so before i even used it. the water looked kind of.. like salty but it wasnt salt. like toilet paper that disinegrated and didnt flush. so anyways i used it and it started overflowing and i freaked out. my heart was pounding and i was like o s**t. so then i was SO embarrased wen my uncle had to come in and clean up the water and unclog the toilet. since then i hav this fear of clogging toilets. so anyways i have a lot of dreams with clogged toilets. and its always rly nasty. heres wat this amazing(!) dream analyzer site says (*ahem*www.dreammoods.com*ahem*):
Bathroom
To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.

To dream that you are in a public restroom with no stalls, signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. It may also indicate that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. If you reveal these feelings, you are afraid that others around you will judge and criticize you. If you dream that you are in a bathroom meant for the opposite sex, then it suggests that you are overstepping your boundaries.You have crossed the line in some situation.

To dream that you can not find the bathroom, signifies that you are have difficulties in releasing and expressing your emotions.

Toilet
To see a toilet in your dream, symbolizes a release of emotions or getting rid of something in your life that is useless. The dream may also be brought about by your full bladder and is attempting to get you up and go to the bathroom. If you are cleaning the toilet, then it means that you are starting to shed your shell or lose your inhibitions.

To see a clogged toilet in your dream, signifies that you are holding and keeping your feelings to yourself. Your emotions have been pent up too long and you need to let go of the negative feelings.

To see an overflowing or flooded toilet in your dream, denotes your desires to fully express your emotions

so ya, obvoiusly it means im holding something in thats really affecting me*)
so anyways, i used the toilet and before i left the bathroom, i decided to turn invisible to mess w/ the ppl in my class (of which there were like three). so i turned invisible and i walked into the class room. i sat in my seat and did a few things to freak out the other kids. they noticed sumthin goin on and got up. they all walked to the center of the room to where i was standing and started closing in on me. they werent looking at me but i got freaked out that they were messing w/ me now. so anyways i got out (dont "member how) and i went up to this chick who looks like a girl i raced w/ last thursday at a track meet. (i was still invisible of course) and i kissed her. like, more of like a tease. like my lips kind of teased hers. it wasnt like super passionate like smashing our faces together, but it was hot. i wanted to seduce her. so it was so enjoyable i went back and did it again. so then i snuck into this side room (that was completely unrelated to school)and suddenly i had one of those harry potter esque invisibility cloak. so i took the cloak off my head for a second and then put it back on to sneak to my moms car. i got in and took the cloak off. just then school was getting out. i was suddenly really embarrased abt kissing that girl. i was afraid she would tell the team that i kissed her and that she thinks im a lesbian. so i tried to hide my face in my backpack. they were passing by my car and my face was turning bright red. and i was thinkin, s**t its not enough to hide my face theyll recognize my hair! (cause i hav freaky hair) so i was pretending to be distracted and the girl and her friend were like hey! so i looked up and i was like hi! and they walked away. i was thinkin whew that was a close one. so then... i dont remember... maybe.. well was that last nights dream? its late and my brain is not functioning right.
so anyways.. yes! that was last nights dream. ok

so last nights dream.. again i dont remember how it started. but i remember i was in a house that looked like my grandmas but was my boyfriends, cause apparently i could get one in my dream. amazing right? so anyways, we were in the bed room (me and my dream bf and a senior on my track team and another senior on the track team, this REALLY cute guy. seriously, hes really cute.) so we were in the room and there was a three story bunkbed. and i guess in my dream i was mad at my bf so i was paying attention to the other ppl in the room. there was this bunk bed (me and my bf on the bottom bunk, the girl on the second layer, and the guy on the top layer) so we were all laying in our beds even tho it wasnt time to sleep. i was distant to my bf and finally he was like ok i hafta go to work. so i was like fine (thinking good ridance) and so he left and i climbed onto the second level and stradeled the girl (cause i knew in my dream she wanted some). so i was sitting on her thinking id save the best for last (the cute guy on the top bunk).
heres the dreammoods.comentry for:
Bunk Beds
To see bunk beds in your dream, represents childhood and innocence. Alternatively, it may refer to diverging and conflicting views of sexuality. You may have difficulties expressing your needs and desires.

so i leaned in to kiss her (which i didnt actually do). i dont remember wat happened, but i ended in the living room w/ a bunch of kids and some parents and a gumball machine (and i used the bathroom, no suprise). idr wat after that.
but the next dream (in the same night) was me in my house. it was like 7 in the morning, but it was still pitch black outside. so me and my mom and my dad and my lil bro were all awake. for some reason my track coach was in my house. he wanted to thank me, or congratulate me or something, for being such an inspiration to him. now i like to think of myself as good at track, but i byfar am not the best. i was good, but then i got injured, and now im average. so he was saying hoe good i am at track and how hard i work and how much he admires me for it and for all the good races ive had. he told me that he had been considering transferring schools because there was no talent on the team (completely false) and that he didnt change wen i joined the team. so i was flattered but humble and all that. after that he left and i was like screw this i dont hafta go to track practice for another half hour (7:30, when its @7 irl) so im goin back to sleep. so i laid down on the couch and was close to sleep, but i just couldnt get it. so eventually i had to get up to go to practice. i got up and got in the car w/ my dad, mom, and lil bro. my dad was driving, my mom in the passenger seat, and me and dom (my bro) in the back seat. my dad pulled out of the driveway and was driving REAAAALY slooooowly down the street. so i was like "dood go faster" right before got to the stop sign.

right after that my mom woke me up to go to practice, and my first thought.. well my first thought was wat the ********? lol but my second thought was i thought i already was!

so ya.. those are my dreams.



if u have any questions or comments as to what these dreams might mean, plz tell me. i hav such... confusing, vague, random, perplexing, haphazard.. i cant find the right word.. but i can never figure out my dreams. so ya. any help wud be appreciated.

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