Hey....
I hate my life right now v.v the guy that I like I don't have his number so I can't text or hang out with him. I have so much hw to do. I have like....three main friends....my brother is depressed and has thought about throwing himself off a bridge (not ben, but travis) so he is making me feel bad. My cousins annoy the hell out of me, i keep getting yelled at by my parents, I am always in the dark listening to depressing music or heavy/new metal. I never have anything to do, I have thoughts about RUNNING AWAY. I can't keep my grades up or keep my room clean, I am as lazy as hell. I attemp to draw good but I fail. I'm not very smart, I don't pay attention in class. I am always doodling, looking out the window or thinking of something else. I get teased and I a big goofball who gets mad easly. I...I...I just don't know what to do. Do not try and cheer me up because I don't think anything will. Well...I have to go now...
Curse of A Poetic Lunatic Community Member 
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