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What should I be feeling?

I can see it, but only at the right times. Only when it can be true.

But what does nothing feel?

What does one do with something that's lost its purpose?

Can it even continue to exist?

It's not my fault. I've done nothing more than what I was supposed to do. What I wanted.

I want it. I want it so badly, but how can I keep it if people snatch it away?

Stop it. Stop it! Stop taunting me! I know what I want! I know what I want to be! So what am I to you?...

Something that's lost its purpose?