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So just incase anyone actually reads these things (Highly doubtful that anyone actually does) I thought I might update it with a bit of what's going on in my life right now, yeah? Haha I bet everyone's so excited to read what I've been doing with my time. So first of all, sometime in January, or maybe early February, I dropped out of high school. If you know me, then you know that much. I was having a really horrible time doing anything. School was just dragging me down and my health started to deteriorate. Now that I'm not in school anymore things have gotten so much better! I'm happier and my health isn't so shitty anymore. Originally I was planning on getting my GED but now I decided that I'm just going to go to a community college and get my associates. As of right now, I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I wanted to be a Medical Examiner because I hate people and thought that working with dead people would be so much better, but I threw that idea out the window pretty fast. I really don't think I'm cut out for the medical field. Then I decided that I wanted to be a vet and help animals and whatnot...but that idea was shot to hell as soon as I realized that I'd be crying everytime a hurt animal came in. A hysterical vet would make the owners hysterical too and that wouldn't be good. So I don't really have any particular skills or anything and I'm not really good at anything...so I really don't know what I want to do with my life. If possible I want to work with animals but my fall back plan is doing something with English or literature or writing or something. I was thinking about maybe going to Beauty School or something so that I definitely had something to fall back on if everything else didn't work out. Whatever, I'll figure out something eventually. So my classes start in June or maybe it's July. Yeah I really haven't checked in a few days so I kind of forgot. I'm only taking one class for the summer, hey at least it's something, right? It's a Interpersonal Communications class and it helps with my General Education Requirements.

Other things? I had a boyfriend for something like three months...or maybe it was a little longer than that. Things didn't work out and I was kind of sad at first but I'm cool now. I enjoy being single. Love and relationships aren't really my thing I don't know why, but I'm just not a fan of it. I would much rather be single. The last week of January I went to Ohayocon and that was a lot of fun. Then I decided that I'd cosplay as Simon from Gurren Lagann and that I'd make the outfit from scratch. Yeah that didn't last very long. I bought the material that I needed and I was all gung ho about it, but I ******** up the sleeves really bad and I don't feel like pulling it all apart right now...so Simon is on hiatus right now. Anime Central is coming up fast and I have no cosplay ready for it and I'm kind of bummed. Looks like I'll just have to get something ready in time for Youmacon this year. I'm hoping that a good friend of mine will be able to tag along with me. If she does we're going to try to pull of the Zero boys from loveless.

I turned eighteen this year! It was really fun and exciting at first and now it's boring. I wish I would have turned twenty one this year instead of eighteen. I bought a pack of cigarettes. I'm not a big smoker or anything, but I will admit that I like them. My mom kind of had a cow when she saw me smoking, but I don't really care at this point. I bought a few lottery tickets...and failed at all of them. Actually, my mom bought me one the other day and I won four dollars! Yay for money! I got two piercings within a week of me turning eighteen. I'm thinking about going in to get another tattoo...but I'm not really sure what I want at the moment. I'm thinking about a Mario tattoo or something along the lines of that. Anyways, I made friends with the piercer. She's so sweet and she's just a totally kick a** person. I love her to death and she always gives me discounts and she might be getting me a job there too. Yeah, sometimes me and some friends just go in and talk to her, we'll chill out in the piercing room and watch movies and stuff or just talk about whatever.

I got a puppy a week or so ago! He's seriously the cutest thing I've ever seen. He's a little Pembroke Welsh Corgi pup and right now he's smaller than any of the cats I have. Sometimes he can be a handful, but he's a puppy so he's allowed to be a trouble maker sometimes. I know that a lot of puppy owners probably say this, but he's really smart. He's probably about nine weeks old and he already knows him name and he comes when he's called. We're still kind of working on him with the whole "sit" command, but he's slowly coming along. If anyone lets him outside we have to go out with him because he's so small he could probably fit under our fence. It's nice though because he sleeps a lot...and by "a lot" I mean he normally falls alseep at 9:00 or 10:00 at night and doesn't wake up until 7:00 in the morning. Then we take him out in the morning to go to the bathroom and when he comes in he falls back asleep for another few hours. His name's Ein. I got it off of the dog on Cowboy Bebop because I loved him so much! And right now he's asleep on my pillow and he's looking all cute. Sometimes it's hard for me to hold myself back. A lot of the time I juts want to squeeze him and play with him but I don't want to wake him up.

Anything else? I've been completely addicted to Gaia lately. I think it's because I don't have anything to do during the day anymore. I'm in like a million role plays right now. Damn you Chester for showing me what they were! Sometimes I hate you, but you know I love you! They're really a lot of fun and that's pretty much the only reason I'm ever on anymore. The only thing I ever post in the threads anymore are posts to RPs. I seriously have no life, but I'm not upset or anything. Other obsessions I've had recently? Well I'm completely in love with Kuroshitsuji. It's the best fookin' series out there and everyone should go read the manga...liek nao! I was so happy when I found out an anime was being made...but then it kind of sucked so I was kind of sad. Though I was happy that it came out weekly because then I had something to look forward to. Now I have to wait until the 18th of every month for a new chapter to come out and even then it's only in Japanese. I can understand a little of it, but not enough to get a good grasp on what's happening. I bought the Kuroshitsuji Comic Anthology and me and someother people from the LJ community are going to scanlate it. So that'll be fun...and a lot of work.

Other than that, my only other obsession has been APH, which is, Axis Powers Hetalia. I'm really not a history person, but when you give me history with characters and comedy...I'm all there. It is seriously one of the best things that's ever been created. I laugh my a** off all the time because of it and I jsut can't get enough of it. I have a few favorite characters, but it's really hard not to like them all. If I had to pick my top three, it would have to be Arthur (England), Gillbert (Prussia), and maybe Sweden? I don't know though all the characters are so great. And for the past hour or so I've been listening to Romano's (South Italy) character song. It's so addicting and it kind of makes me love him even more. Oh Romano...you silly boy you~ Yeah it's all about how much he loves tomatos and how his brother (N. Italy) is starting to like Wurst and Potatoes because he's hanging out with Germany too much and how it makes him sad. It's kind of funny though because, if anyone is familiar with Bleach, I think both N. Italy and S. Italy are played by Namikawa Daisuke who plays Ulquiorra. So it's just kind of funny to hear such a HUGE difference in voices for these characters.