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>I'm about to be a mom.
>Dead baby jokes or talking about dead babies in general upsets me a lot.
>I'm emotionally unstable right now.
>I'm very random and will catch you off-guard if I see an opportunity.
>I'd kill to learn to play the guitar.
>I'm ALWAYS cold in some form, whether it's just me in general or my hands.
>I'm not emo, preppy or goth and really detest labels so please refrain from using them.
>If I seem quiet, just wait, I'll start talking eventually... And if I don't then don't bother me.
>I DO have some problems so if, for some reason, I break out in tears or something... Don't call me a baby unless you've really been through the s**t I've been through.
>I have my moments. I can be happy, depressed and then ready to kill at any given moment so don't piss me off.
>I LOVE Invader Zim!! Freaking awesome show.
>JTHM is rad as well.
>Chivalry is a big thing with me, if you don't respect me as a person, at least be courteous to me as a woman...
>I draw a lot, if I'm stressed, I start drawing.
>I don't judge people.
>I have trust issues so if I don't trust you, don't worry. It's normal.
>Don't mess with me. If you do, I'm not going to sit around and talk s**t to my friends, I'll say it to your face.
>I'm very blunt.
>I really am very friendly.
>I love the beach.
>I love rainy days as well.
>Winter is my favorite season.
>I love going to Happy Hearts to see the babies, they're so adorable.
>I love being given roses. When they dry out I hang them on my wall, right now there are 30.
>I've never been given roses by a boy.
>I stress white butterflies above monarch butterflies because since Aivan died, I've seen a white butterfly every day without fail.
>If someone asks me 'what's wrong?' and I say 'I'm tired' I'm lying and something is seriously wrong emotionally with me.
>I've grown up a lot since 2007, emotionally, I mean.
>I have a lot of issues spread out in front of me, making me stress easily.
>I have a tendency to get pissed off and yell a lot when I'm stressed.
>Honestly, I don't like people but feel free to make me feel otherwise, I don't mind.
> I most likely don't care about what problems you're going through and HATE the "pity me" game so don't pull that s**t with me.
> My gender really disappoints me.
> I get along better with guys than I do with girls with the exception of Caitlyn.
>I'm still trying to figure out who I want myself to be.
>I like watching the Science Channel, Discovery Channel, and Animal Planet.
> I am a nerd. I love watching shows on or studying the cosmos.
>If I go off alone or don't reply to messages, don't follow or send another message unless I say to.