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where my all my posibilities are on a page
this "journal" is a place where i say things that can and can't have reasons. btw try not to compare me with anything in comments.
I don't believe in people that can save me.
"And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you
And this is who I get when, when I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me

Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me

And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground
And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain
And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away

Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me

Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me

Breathe your life into me!
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me!
falling, falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me"

I don't believe in Saviors anymore...
I'm remembering... the sweet dream of a foolish little girl with a heart of pure light,
I'm in a fading-deeper nightmare with a girl's true light, frozen by the addiction to darkness.
I keep remembering... the sweet hope and life of that little girl was to make the world peaceful, pity... that girl was living in a universe of fantasy.
I watch... deaths every time I breathe, the thirst and addiction of blood, it's everywhere... words "kill, kill, kill" are honorable, I must obey.
If that foolish little girl were here should would ask "why?"
No hesitation to say "no one is here to save me."
I realized... this girl with the heart of light, she is dying...
In front of me... the light of the girl, still shinning, she is still there...
The sorrow... I'm killing her. I stare as she coughs blood. "foolish little girl, you are no match for reality."
The stare... she stared, the darkness consuming her heart, still she coughs blood.
For the light and dark... I'm staring at a mirror, and that foolish girl, is me.
No one saved me.





 
 
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