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why dont my feelings go away it seems my feelings want to stay but the person i love feelings faded away out of no where but then hurt me a day later i dont even kno wat to do any more if its happening like this for me feelings dont leave they dont leave for no one but for one person adnd a family member my bro jon never talks to no one but he hurts allot of ppl for some reason which pissed me off and i didnt kno wat to do but ow i did but be sides that i cared for this girl for the longest i got to kno who she was loved her to death but it seems it makes me seem like im lieing to my self but im not i made mistakes in my life but i need a person that wont leave me or wont have there feelings fade when i talk to her my love grows stronger but it hurts my chest andf makes me cry so baddly i cant stopp countless nights eye cry countless nights i wait but the only to ppl that under stand that is my cuzz and my dear friend my dear friend is the only person that actually loved me enough she never left but she waited i dont kno why but she did cause she loved me she told me everything of why she waited i was crying then but i loved her at the end were to gether and i love her like i knew her all my life and i want it to stay that way but old relation ships dont want to go i fell in love with her and when it gets later in life there is pain if my life can only take pain i rather have that then nothing well this concludes my journal ill tell about when im not like this crying crying crying crying crying