why do i keep believing in something that'll probably never happen again?
why do i keep insisting on staying alive for her?
why do i keep restraining myself from taking that razor to my wrists?
i'll tell you why;
because i love her, and nothing's EVER gonna change that...
no matter how suicidal she makes me feel and no matter how much
pain it brings me whenever she's not with me. i don't mind. i actually have begun to enjoy the pain. it tells me i'm not heartless for letting her go. but sometimes she goes into TOO much detail with her new bf. it makes me sick sometimes emo
but hey, whatever makes her happy...
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