why can't i be the one that gets taken care of? all i do is take care of other people. even my parents. i just wish someone could break through all these walls and see me. but all the people i get close to hate me. they decide they can't be with me, or around me, or associated with me.
people only use me as a therapist. who saves the saviors? who watches the watchemen?
because no one is saving me.
no one is watching me.
i have to do it all by myself. i'm so tired of being all by myself. as silly as it sounds, i want someone to care about me. to the point that they could take care of me. but no one will. they all want me to take care of them. and i always do.
because, after all,
who am i without you?
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those thoughts i cant get out of my head
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fila brazillia
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