You know what I realize??
FLORIDA SUCKS!
No, not because of nothing to do,
Because of the freaking HEAT.
I hate heat. It's the beginning of May and its 96 degrees outside!!
WTF IS THAT?!?!
I hate the sun.
No, I'm not a freaking vampire, I just sunburn easily.
And where the sun is blasting at 111110%, i burn easily.
I have to put sunscreen on every morning. Yeah, every freaking day.
And I cant wear tanktops and shorts.
Hell, I don't even have the self confidence to wear a t-shirt!!
I have to go everywhere with a jacket, or else I dont feel right.
I live in a state where its 90+ degrees outside and I can only wear jeans and a jacket.
I hate Florida so much. I even hate beaches.
Why? Because If i ever went to a beach with a friend, I couldnt.
I would make up an excuse.
Because I cant wear a bathing suit infront of people.
I just can't.
And I can't sit in thesun because I will fry.
I hate that I cant do anything in the summer. I really hate it.
I can't just be a teenager and have fun at a waterpark with friends.
I can't go shopping with friends because I feel to fat to actually buy something without them noticing my size.
I cant do anytihng without my face turining red.
It really sucks.
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