I've decided to no longer celebrate my birthday. It gets worse every year.
This year, like the last, all of my friends forgot my birthday. I got a gift on Gaia from a complete stranger, but none of my friends sent me even a "happy birthday".
My dad didn't even remember it was my birthday. Then, a day and a half later, he died.
My dad died on my birthday weekend. It would have been bad enough had he died anyway, but God just keeps pushing into my head that I'm supposed to not celebrate said date.
Had I spent the night instead of going to the little get together my boyfriend planned for me, my dad would still be alive. And while I still wouldn't have had a good birthday, he'd be alive.
I hate the word "if".
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And as for celebrating your birthday...
When you get to a certain age you feel that it isnt "needed" to celebrate your birthday like when you were younger.
But honestly, in my opinion..i would celebrate my birthday every year. Live life to the fullest..... heart
Love you,
Tina