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OMG I REALLY NEED A REALLY AWESOME HUG RIGHT NOW!! I HATE THE FACT THAT I CANT GET OVER THINGS OR PEOPLE. I HATE THAT ITS HARD FOR ME TO MOVE ON. UUUGH!! IM MAKING A BIG THING OUT OF NOTHING! AND I WANTED TO CALL U EARLIER TODAY BUT I WAS UNSURE OF MYSELF. >.< IDK IF HANGING AROUND EMO PEOPLE IS MAKING ME MORE DEPRESSED? AND... AND..... GRRR. I REALLY WISH U AND ORDERS ARMY WERE HERE IN REAL LIFE.... CUZ I NEED BOTH OF U GUYS THE MOST RIGHT NOW! GRRR. THERES JUST SO MUCH ON MY MIND RIGHT NOW. AND I THINK IM LETTING IT GET TO ME. I JUST CANT GET OVER THE FACT THAT ALL MY FRIENDS IN REAL ARE LEAVING ME AND DONT WANNA BE WITH ME ANYMORE.....

OH AND... *HOLY FREAKING JUICES WITH POTATOES I JUST SAW A REALLY HUGE SPIDER IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW AND IT MADE A REALLY HUGE WEB ON TOP OF MY TV...... AND ITS RAINING OVER HERE...SO ITS ALL COLD AND FREEZING.*!!!!!!!!!!

RIGHT WHEN I THNK I HAVE A FRIEND.... I REALLY DONT. AND ITS SO HARD TO TELL WETHER OR NOT THERE GONNA BE ANY GOOD TO BE WITH OR NOT. AND THE PEOPLE IM TALKING ABOUT ARE ALL CHICKS. *sniffles* well i guess this is the stage where teenagers began to act this way? i really dont know much anymore? but im so freaking confused and... and.... my dad is telling me stuff and..... grrrrrrr.