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I don't know what to put here, only... I think I've failed the same class like.. 3 times now... >.< basic algebra man! BASIC! How lame must I be to have failed now three times? I feel so... useless. Tired... angry.....sad. If I weren't so strong to survive and try to be cheerful... idk, I would have done myself off years ago. I had been fragile then, way back when, when I had been fragile. Now... I feel so much stronger. I've survived more than 19 years of life, I've survived more than a decade of heaven and hell combined. How lame must I be? I've survived Scrutiny, I've survived losing friends, I've survived what I lost I loved most at those times in my life. I'm Socially broken. It's my only way to survive, is... being broken and breaking keeps me alive in the depths of the sea that is life. I find something that I'm good at, and I do my best at it... But that's not good enough for me to survive, because it all becomes a Job in time. Just another job... But I stay, and I survive the demons that go with the job. I'm still there. Being a good business boy, helpful, giving the hard-stares needed to stop children and adults from doing stupid things, and so... I survive. I have to move on soon though, or I might not be able to later...
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