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Oh, boy. There it is again. That heavy feeling in my chest. Could that be my heart or my lungs? Seems like it's getting harder and harder to breathe now. Maybe I'm just going paranoid. That must be it. Oh, I don't know anymore. Oh, forgive me. Seems like I have forgotten to introduce myself. Well, my name is Kiki Smith. Age sixteen, blood type not quite sure, height; pretty short? Don't ask about my weight please. At the moment this group of girls and boys are staring at me and talking. I wonder if they are talking about me. I think it must be something bad, but I'm not sure. I don't have any enemies or anything like that.. But still...

Looking, up I noticed this boy staring straight at me while talking to them. He's laughing. It makes me so angry and frustated! I hate people who stare at me. It makes me want to do something violent to them. It makes me hate everyone in the world. I always feel like I'm againist this stupid world full of idiots and snubs! I hate them all so much right now, but I know I don't have a good reason for hating them. Why did I turn out like this? God, I hate them so much right now I just want to beat the living sh-

"Excuse Miss?" A voice said out of no where. I quickly looked up, not even realizing that I was staring at the ground. I was suppose to be reading this book for English. Seems like my anger just made me space out once again. Seeing that the voice that spoke to be belonged to a boy whom I didn't know. Then again I don't know about half the people in this school. People who don't talk to me or isn't in any of my classes don't really matter to me. I could care less about them. Is that so bad? However this boy seemed to be around my age, most likely a freshman like me.

"Oh, um. . . Can I help you?" I asked, quietly as I glanced to the side slightly.
"Yes, I can't seem to find my homeroom. This school building is a bit comiplated for me. Would you please show me where room 202 is?" he asked politly. I couldn't help but to be surpised. He seemed to be rather polite and didn't talk like most boys in this school. Actually he didn't talk like any boys I have ever met in my life. The boy stared at me, quietly waiting for my answer. I blinked and then quickly stood up.

"Oh, sure, sure. I'll show you. Just follow me." I said, mostly mumbling it.
"Ah, thank you so much. By the way, my name is Seth Darkblade." he said, smiling so brightly I thought I was about to go blind.
"My name is Kiki Smith." I mumbled, looking to the ground as I began to walk to room 202. As I walked I noticed that he wasn't following me. I looked back at, turning slightly with a confused look. Why wasn't he following. However once I saw that look on his face something inside of me felt like exploding. That evil looking smirk on his face. It's like he knew something I didn't. I shook my head quickly, trying not to look nervous.

"Um. . . Are you comming or not?" I asked, softly.
"Yes. Sorry, I just remebered something." he said, quickly walking up next to me.
"Oh.." I mumbled, wondering what it was.
"Wondering what it was?" he asked, as if he read my mind.
"Huh? Oh. . Well. . . Kind of." I quietly admitted.

Smirking, he simply said, "There's an old friend of mine here and I'm glad to have seen her."