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It was night..
3:32AM to be exact. I was suffering again from insomnia, or just the
Hardcore pains of my most hateful "Ladyhood". My hair was a dreadful mess
And I felt a slight pain in my lower stomach..
I just had finished talking to my lover on the phone as I was suddenly surprised
by an unexpected visitor.
It was a Night-time Butterfly witty creature this one for it had gotten itself locked on between my window and the window screen. I was growing a tad annoyed by the
flickering noises this one made. Therefore, I decided to help it I slowly turned the window's handle.. until this one could easily get itself freed. Wrong, was I, for this little one was not interested in liberty but in something else.

As I was about to close the window once more to my surprise something
had made it's way quicker than anything I've ever possibly seen. It was this uninvited visitor, who was soon becoming a pest..
As I tried to free it once more it would always make it's way back to my window.
It's wings would flicker rapidly along with it's movements.

The image of purity, beauty, innocence and Joyfulness that I had of this creature was soon being obscured by the annoying flicker of it's wings, the disgusting movements of it antenna, The dull dark colors of it's wings, and those revolting big bug-eyes.

It stayed still for a couple of minutes. The presence of this creature was gently escaping my mind. It was in a short amount of time when I, for a moment, thought that the creature, it's presence, and everything of it was just a pure figment of my tired imagination. I looked at the window, just to make sure if what I had presence before was truly my mirage. Then to my surprise.. Nothingness. Just my normal closed window, with it's screen and light yellow curtains that were as still as a statue this night as for the lack of blowing wind.

as I was about to give this subject a rest. To my surprise in the mirror. It was none other than the reflection of that, my unwanted companion, placed on my window. With the same irritable flickering, the ever so disgusting movements of it's pathetic insect legs, the same eyes that looked down upon mine as if nibbling on my bare soul each waking second. As I looked once more to the window, again nothingness..

I was thinking myself mad when I again heard that Irritating flickering. It echoed deep inside my skull. as I looked on every corner of my isolated room I would find this pest flickering it's dull colored wings..Just flickering as it focused it's beady bug eyes deep in to mine. As it's presence consumed my courage, as it's forever flickering wings consumed my sanity slowly, as it's eyes ate all of my soul..

I couldn't take it anymore, I simply could not take it!!
I couldn't handle it's eyes staring down Upon me, couldn't handle it's wings flickering around my isolated chamber, it's presence consuming every last fiber of sanity invested upon me. I simply, could not tolerate another second of this and so I grabbed my silk yellow curtain, snatched it from the window, tied it down to the end of the wings of my roof-fan, which where beginning to look like a gigantic buterfly, I forcefully tied the other en of my curtain on my sweat full shivering neck got on the last en of my bed..closed my eyes...took a deep breath..
Looked one last time at my rival..as It was just standing on the wall.. still..staring down at my every move..down to the final one..as I place my right foot in front of me and slipped...

Now I forever shall haunt this chamber..in the form of that which took my bare life away from my body..In this cold isolated chamber I shall await..my next visitor..the rest of my past life...

THE END