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So I have to write a journal everday about how im feeling and what happened everyday so here's the first entry ....
I went to bed at almost five in the morning because my mother was angry at me. She felt that I had a few issues, and that I should quit working so she kept me up explaining why. I'd rather not really go into details about what she said. Overall the message was that she was disappointed in me. Well her being disappointed used to be a big fear in my life, but as I got older she became more and more disappointed in me. Of course the more that happened the more discouraged i became, and the less that I wanted to try to reconcile with her. So here were are just barely getting along.

Anyway today I went to youth group and we practiced for our upcoming competition. The idea is that we will study the life of Jesus, and then we will compete against a few other parishes in our diocese. Our youth leader Maria thought up the competition as a kind of end of the year party. She also wanted to introduce our newest members from the younger youth group, and to get to know the other youth groups in our area. I think it is a good idea, however, it would be much better if we had more members.

After that I came home and did some laundry, made dinner, folded clothes, helped my mother to put a screen in her window, and did some of my homework. It's not a very exciting day, but at least I got to get out of the house. Oh but I forgot I did get to go visit my friend for a bit. We were playing guitar hero on wii, and we rediscovered the website neopets. At least that was a highlight of my day. Well I guess that's it for today.