My life is tough right now. My school is being really rough on me, and I feel like one of my teachers is picking on me. I think that there is a teacher like that for everyone, so Im not going to b***h too long about it.
Im a community leader in my school now, which means that I am in charge of the school. It's the scariest most confronting thing I have ever done. IM in charge of weather my friends get kicked out of school or not. And for god sake, all of my friends are the ones that are going to get kicked out. I don't think Im ready for this yet. Im not bold enough to tell my sobbing friend that 'Were going to have to let you go.'
Project week is coming up, and I really need to get ready for it. Im completing a chapter in my book, so at the end of the week ill have around 100 pages. *IS proud* Of course though, the week before project week the school is bombarded with work. Its awful. I have no time to work on my script. I was so pissed at all my work, that I snapped on one of my two favorite teachers. I felt awful and apologized and hugged him, but I still feel bad.
I wish it weren't so cold...
I sure do look baddass, but my legs are sure cold.
Oh thank god I have a B day tomorrow, that means that I have Math and LA, my two favorite teachers teach those.
Ok, so theres this kid in my school that I really really hate, and it isnt like me to hate someone this much. He is a spoiled little peace of s**t, who wont ever stop talking and purposely annoys people. He is a huge bully, but he's short so he 'isnt a bully'. He keeps relating me to Hitler. What the ********?! JESUS! I hate this kid! I really want to kick him out of the school, since I am a community leader I have that ability (Kinda...) now.
I want to talk to the principal about bullying. But at the last meeting we never got around to it. Ill talk to him tomorrow about it.
I don't feel good enough to be in this school. I just wrote all of this stuff, and I feel awful for feeling it. I feel terrible for hating this kid so much. I feel terrible for not loving all my teachers. I feel terrible for hating my Ex for trying to rape me, and I feel terrible for leaving all of my best friends to go to this school. I feel terrible for not calling my dad before going off to diner after the meeting, and making him wait around for me at the school for 20 minutes. I feel awful for being mad at my sister for still living with us, when she should be getting a job and going to collage.
So here is the summery.
Im a b***h.
Im a cruel, stupid, demeaning whore that can read you like an open book, and whenever I notice you doing something out of integrity, I myself go out of integrity and make you feel like s**t. Im just as spoiled as that brat I just ranted about.
I left the best friend that I had ever had to go to the school where I hate half of the people.
I need to get a life. Really.
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