Hey, I know that nobody really reads my journal, but it's still fun to write the events of my life down, though technically I am typing them down =P. Okay i better stop=P. Any who, college has been a pain as it will always be, didn't get into the program that I was trying for though, actually I hoped that I wouldn't get in, at least not this time. But now Iam not even sure about getting in a second time=/. I really need to get a job in a pharmacy, at least to know what it's like to work there. I find it very strange that those who go for pharmacy, really hate the job (some) and just go for the financial benefits. But isn't that what I am going for? Well actually no, I just want to help the community, seriously, but it's really hard for me to decide if this is what I want to do with my life=?. Sigh... my indecisiveness strikes again, isn't that great? Still I can't give up, especially since I am the oldest child of my parents=/. I have to work hard and make sure that they are safe and secure in the future. It doesn't matter about me, but I think that's what they want me to be aware of. Having a safe future, without struggle, at least the struggle that my dad had gone through while growing up. Wow to think i can type this much=). Sigh.. well look towards the future with promise no?=)
