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The world doesn't always give you what you want. All I want to do is lay down on the trampoline in the rain and cry. I wish I could have better, but I don't so why even try. A lot of my friends are not my friends and want to be a "classmate". I find myself cry every night then fall asleep. When all I want is to be loved I get nothing. As a mormon teen girl it can be too hard to be me. So many things going wrong. As medical and puberty problems come, I want to cry and be lonely for just one time.
I have a feeeling that I won't get through it.

But I should try