These days .... haf been insanity ..... no longer can i tell what is going on in my mind ..... i am loosing my grasp on reality ..... no longer can i control some of the emotions that for so long .... haf been eating me alive with out me knowing ..... i now know .... but i am not sure how much longer i can survive this constante state of which i haf no control ..... as days go by .... i seem fine .... as they grow into months ..... i seem ok ..... but i'm sure ..... its killing me slowly ..... a peice of me dying each time ..... the worst part is ..... i feel as though i cannot trust myself 2 be alone ..... because ...... left alone ..... i know that my mind will take control over me ..... and ...... that is a risk ...... i'm not entirely sure i would like 2 take ............
 xX_iRawr_Darkness_Xx · Thu Jun 04, 2009 @ 03:07am · 0 Comments |
