Why do I love you?
That song was ringing in my head today. like first off I get an email from Al annoying me about shrooms and his life being so messed up.
Later on Boyfriend shows up and I dont love him but got a call from some one I loved and just trashed it bc well honestly I was scared to love him ... *cough* Waylon*cough* and I dont love waylon Its just I feel like an uber mess up now
later in my bfs car my ex, I dont think thats the right word here but oh well , he calls and I was like how can this day hurt me over again. I lay in Devos arms at Dnd and tell him I cant breathe no more.
How is it I have a boyfriend I want to love, an ex who never could quite understand, a guy who I really still care about , and an idiot who I let in to only let me down once more? hmm? its because Im an idiot.
I hope Cam doesnt read this but if he does Maybe i wouldnt be chicken s**t to talk to him about it... oh well all things come to those who wait right?
yea bs i have that sending me emails too. what ever peace out
(also the next person to LIE to me about Zile will not be able to live I promise you this I cried for ever and ever yesterday I will not take that LYING CRAP again you hear me!)
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