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The screaming in my head tells me I'm worthless
The voice inside my ear is telling me no one cares
The pain I feel in my heart bleeds me dry
Everything seems to be falling apart around me
Why does this happen to me?
Is it because I have no faith?
When you've eaten the dirt and flat on your face
And she still shoves her foot on your back to hold you down
Makes me wanna give up!
It's getting worse now
This pain I can't hold in
I'm about to explode
Nobody is safe
The tears fall yet my crys are unheard
He holds me close
Tells me everything will be okay
With my head on his shoulder
And his heart near me I feel safe
Yet the stress is killing me
Ripping me into a different person
Something I don't want to become
Something that is different from the norm
Something I fear
It gets to the point where I want to give up
Say "******** it"
Walk away from all this pain
-looks at HIM- Even leave you
But not because of you
I love you
-looks at HER- I can't stand you
It just never stops
I wish it would all just go away
Just something good happen
Something right
Something worth smiling about
Something that will make me stay
And stop putting on a show
Being happy on the outside
And screaming, crying, and bleeding on the inside
Sucks
I'll just wish it all away
-closes eyes-
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 Jennnafer · Fri Jun 12, 2009 @ 12:30am · 1 Comments |
