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Rose's angst... and more angst
Just... whatever happens to be running through my head.
Black.
So I'm back after a week.

I just hit my head, almost broke my glasses.... and I hit my head on my mom's head because we both went to help my sister up and we just collided. I think I broke her glasses.

So earlier today me and my mom got in a fight because I didn't do the dishes. Bite me. Then, ten minutes later, she asks me to help her make lunch and she says she'll stop bitching at me for today. We had grilled cheese sandwiches, tomato soup, and a salad. It had olive oil, mozzarella cheese, salt, pepper, and fresh basil.

Don't get me wrong. I love basil. Especially fresh basil. Only... this was like intense fresh basil. I dipped the cheese in my tomato soup and ate it like that. It was good.

A couple days ago I went over to Jess's place and hung out with her, then Ross came over. He's actually.... really cute. I think I'm starting to crush on him but, shhhh! Don't tell Jess! She still loves him despite the fact that he can only see her as a friend... a friend. And that should be enough. She has Shane now.

On the subject of Shane... they've been dating for.. three days officially now. He's kinda sweet and they're hanging out all day today... and tomorrow. I'm happy for her. Only... I'm single. Fie. I'm the outgoing, "sexy" one out of us two and she gets the boyfriend first? Well.... she does go to more parties. Fie. I don't care. Whatever. Go Jess!

The other day when Ross came over we hung out and talked and when Justin was coming over Ross just started on this whole thing about us having a crazy sex party in Jess's room. It was hilarious! Hah! Hilarious! I've been spelling that wrong for years. Anyway! After Justin came over, we decided to go to Ross's house and play strip poker until midnight. I got to ride with Justin. He's cute... and nice.. and thinks I'm a total flirt. Whatever! I flirted with him one time! Every other time he was flirting with me. Silly teenage boys.

So we went to Ross's place and played strip poker. Guess who lost first? Me. Right on down to my underwear and bra. C'mon, we don't go farther than that. Justin had to go home after Jess became the one to win. So... we got dressed and then played strip-poker again... only blackjack. Yeah, earlier it was Texas Hold 'em. Guess who lost first? Jess. I laughed my a** off! Not really. But whatever. Ross wound up winning.

Again we got dressed then out of the blue Ross turns to me and says "Truth or Dare" to me. Yay. I say truth and he asks me if I like Justin. What the ********?!?! Randomness! But it's "anything goes and 100% honestly" so I say yeah, a smidgen. He's okay... but I suppose the attraction is because I'm lonely.

Eventually we all strip again and we're in our underwear and shtuffs while we're playing truth or dare... I kinda wanted someone to dare Ross to kiss me. Nope. I had to kiss a manikin. Oh well.

By the way... I'll never tell guys. I love you to death and.. I don't want to die five times over. Yup.

So... that's the week in a pancake. Speaking of pancakes, I don't like them... but I like waffles.

Waffles. He's my dog. Or was. A fox ate him. I didn't look. My mom did and Chris picked him up and put him in a box. It's sad. The very next day my sister's Guinea Pig died.

What the hell? What's with all the death? I mean... they're animals, but.... what the hell?

Right now I'm listening to Amber Rubarth's "You Will Love This Song" it's very sweet. Listen to it if you read this.

I want to cry.


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