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the sun brings me to tears, the same sun that burns away my fears. when I think about my brother Eddie, all i can say is oh my gosh. when i think about his death, it makes me cry like a baby asking for a blanket or a teddy bear. i feel the same way when a baby is crying to go with his/her mother when she is going out. i sit here and think "damn what happended to him". it hurts to wait for about two years now with no responce of his death. i stand infront of his picture, where he is fully dressed as a soldier with the U.S flag as a background, and i pray to God to keep him safe for not just me, but for others as well. i feel the pain that shatters through out my heart every single day. wherever you are Eddie, with or without your body down here, i love you very much and always will. we all know you are in a very special place at this moment and we will all miss you. rest in peace...