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in this world, i see
misery and destruction, as it can be
many times the world is just a lonely street
memories forever taunting the ones who are lonely
i am one of those
walking the worlds as a soul less soul
manytimes i see myself
a soul less person walking alone
many come to join but as the nights dawn reach the midnight sky
no one of those are truly lonely as i
my heart torn into pieces
far from understanding
no one can heal me as i have been broken enough
into the darkness i become
darkness is just a friend
but as it swallows me whole
im already dead inside
no one sees me
understands me
so why should live in this world just as soul less as i?
why cant i just die for once?
no one will remember
no one will cry
as the lonely stars at night,
rain their tears down the lonely road called earth
love is nothing compared to the rage inside someones heart
love can heal. true
but it can break you as far as you can imagien
tell me what do you think?
im just as soul less as those who are truely
i might be living
but tell me do i truely care to the world?
to you?
im nothing
im just a soul less person walking down the lonely path
we call earth
for many it is pardise
but for me its just as lonely as i
can you think ?
can you speak?
can you see?
what i see?
no you see what you want to see
you leave me out
then tell me why should i live?
this world is nothing to me
my heart broken to pieces
tell me now do i deserve life?
do i deserve to be remembered?
no i dont im just a soul less person riding the midnights winds
im just as nothing as you are
you make life as you want to
but me
i see nothing but misery
the misery i bring
the cries i heard
the screams i hear
sometimes im not what you think i am
i haunt myself in my memories
in the soul less world i call home
now leave me alone as i cry in the darkness
bringing misery with me....