Sometimes I wonder how many people in this world have ever been in love with someone they couldn't be with? And if so, how did they resolve their issues? I am with someone and have two kids with him, but there is someone from my past that I have always loved and I feel so guilty for it at times. I really miss him sometimes and I wonder if he misses me and if he would ever want to be with me again. I know he would never say so unless I was single and free and clear. And even then I don't know if he would ever say he still wants to be with me. He will never interfere in a relationship that I am already in though. He's just that kind of guy. I'm not sure if I would want to be single to be with him though. And I know I love my kids. But there are days when I miss the other guy so much from my past that I feel this emptiness in my chest. I loved him so very very much. He was my first love though and they say you never really get over your first love. But to me it's more than that. I always thought that the other guy was my soul mate. I dreamt of him almost nightly and I felt as though I had really seen him and talked to him. But, now, it's not so much. But I still feel the emptiness in my soul. Anyways, this is just a place where I can vent my feelings and release some tension from my mind. I think I will go to bed now.
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