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Alice's Log :F <------Vampire (lolz)
Just a log on spurr of the moment things. Stories, sayings,.....things. Whatever comes to mind that I want people to see, I put in here. So ya...go into my log whenever you feel the need to.....I don't care.....so thats all.
Dying, There Is A Cause
A Poem.......again enjoy.....

Dying, There Is A Cause


I feel like I'm dying
Dying inside
My lungs will shudder to a stop
Not letting any air in
My insides will slowly stop
Stop puping blood thru my being
I will smile
Knowing I am dying
Dying slowly, and no one can stop it
I will feel my body go numb
My feet will carry me outside
Sit on the wet grass from last nights rain
I can't feel the cold untill I'm shivering
Not from the water on the ground
Because I'm dying
I will embrace the cold
Let it corse thru my being
Like the blood that will never flow
I will fall onto my side
Having no will, no strength to live
I will feel my eyes slowly close, somehow
I will see darkness, no more light
But somehow I see a dim white light
My frozen heart says to go to it
My body walks the other way
Only to be a ghost on this earth
I walk over to my body
Laying there on the ground
My hand grasps the handle of a knife
Blood is on the blade
Theres pooling blood on the ground
Looking at my Stoimic, I see a bloody hole
I have killed my own being
200 years have passed
Another white light comes
This time my holow being is wondering what is there
I walk toward it, I am blown back with warmth
I'm utterly afraid
All the warmth has brang me was pain
I turn white
My skin turns flesh colored
I start crying
Why does all my couriosity bring me pain?
A amn approches me
He puts a hand on my shoulder
Suddenly i feel happy
Then scared, I cry harder
I want to be cold again
But theres no going back
Only to stay here, here in this white light
I feel tugging on my back
I see fethers arranged in a wing form
I have angel wings
I look at the man
Tears blur my vision
With rage filling my whole being, I rip the wings off
i feel no pain
The wings grow back
They shrival and fall turning black
I wake up, lying on the ground in a black cave
My wings are now black
I still feel the warmth corsing thru my being
Someone help me.........is this hell.......?



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"On a long enough timeline, everyone's survival rate drops to zero."

"There is no good, no evil, only those to weak to seek it."

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