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keep countin, drink 40 ounces

let the money pile, see the tobacco that made me smile

she said she loved me, and that was just a weeks ago

now i found out she ******** with another negro

she thought i was her hero, but wat was talkin is her stupid fukin ego

but it dont matter, cuz her heart will shatter

every1 knows that the next girl i ******** i will hit harder

i grew up with no father, i had a lonely mother

my 2nd mom died from a bullshit mother ******** cancer

i dreamed of doing suicide, with my 1 and only love My .45

who would care if another California gangster died

if only tupac was alive, he would see the pain right behind my eyes

but this was just a dream it was all just a ******** lie

this thug will never cry, people give me a look and ask me why

cuz i rather die and grow angel wings so that i can fly

just give it some time, my life wont end well

i vision me dieing right next to bullet shells

i might go to hell, only god can tell

till then ill probably locked up in a ******** cell

the world is filled with lies, the world is so cold

what would u do if a old women fell in the snow

what you help her out, or would you laugh out loud

makes me wanna just knock those b*****d straight down

inside i do frown, outside i just smile

i am true to my crew ******** you if u think ima lier

pot heads just get higher, dont ask me 2 get stoned i am tired

next person to ask me i swear i will ******** slash your tires

but it dont really matter, cuz my haterz make me stronger

i had dreams of becoming the greatest rapper

but i found they just act, trust me its a fact

the rappers today are fake just like sticker tatt's

why are the streets cruel, yungsters are out ther having duels

lil kids are blasting each other cuz they think its cool

but what can we do, the streets got its own mind

if we keep blasting the end will come for mankind

lemme say one more thing, i need to let this out

im sorry i didnt became what you wanted me to be mom...