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Don't Believe The Lies
Don't believe the lies. Not one. Single. One of them. Oh how deceiving they may be. You all believe the lies. You don't understand. It's pathetic how easily all you people believe me. Even the ones closest to me are pathetic. How can they not see? How can they not tell how much pain I'm holding? To think that no one understands me. No one. Not a single soul. Except for one. . . I trust him. More than my sister or best friend. He's the only one who understands my despare. He shares it with me. We long for the other; reaching, but never touching. I want him so bad. I need him. He is the only one that knows. But the rest of you are so horrible. Never caring. Never. . . I act happy. I think happy. But, I'm not happy. I tricked you. I lied to you. To think that you took in the lies. It's all just a cover-up. A scam. A veil to hide my pained expression. The cloak of darkness has consumed me; I'm in misery. Someone end this. End this pain. End all of this. I can't hold back the tears much longer. They escape easier now; those little salty drops of saddness will show everyone. They'll want to know what's wrong. But I won't tell them. I'll never tell them. They need to find out for themselves without my help. So for now I'll keep my disguise. But just remember, on the outside you'll see happy smiles and radiance; on the inside I'm burning. I'm burning everywhere. It hurts. I'm screaming but no one can hear me. Only one can douse the flame. But if that one doesn't appear, I'll just wither away. I'll burn. I'll burn to ashes. I'll be consumed by the darkness. . . I'll die.
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