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Today felt nothing like Christmas. In fact I felt like maiming anyone who'd say "Merry Christmas". Maybe its because I've been hearing nothing but Christmas songs and having people tell me "Merry Christmas" for the past three weeks. That would do it...

Even with having my friends with me today, I still felt like something was lacking. If they weren't there I'd be feeling a lot worse right now. The day wasn't that bad, even with a certain someone refusing to make any sort of eye contact. I laughed so hard when she noticed that I was in the car with Tiffany and Jason, I never saw an expression sour that quickly in years. Supposedly I was a b***h when I didn't even care she was there. It was also said that she wanted "peace", when bad things were being said about me. You'd think I'd be angry...but I don't even care anymore.

I just wish she'd leave altogether. But that won't happen, and I'll be with my friends no matter what, even if she is there.

So yeah, Christmas this year was far from being merry, but was far from being a total disaster like last year. Now all I have to do is get myself through New Years. I think that is going to be the hardest day/night yet.

Thankfully this day will be over in a few hours.

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