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Uh, lately I can't seem to stop thinking about the past, so naturally I've been feeling depressed. I can't stop listening to How To Save A Life by The Fray 'cause it seems to describe my past perfectly. I've been missing my old friends and my old school a lot. Surprisingly, I use to have lots of people that didn't hate me, I'd call them friends but its not like we hung out all the time, only when we had no one else to hang out with. But that's not the point. Now it seems like I've only got a few left, plus the two or three I've made in high school last year. School'll be starting again soon, and I'm a bit worried. I can handle being on my own and all, but the second semester last year I spent at home 'cause I got mono from my ex. My final grades were straight A's but I technically didn't earn them, I had less work then the people actually attending classes (I was being home schooled). So I'm technically behind everyone else, but I'll still be with 'em. I'm worried about Spanish the most though, seeing as I couldn't speak Spanish at the level I should be for my life. I think I just listened to How To Save A Life five times in a row while typing this xD I can't help it, the chorus is just so heartbreakingly spectacular!
Seems like just yesterday I was in eighth grade, sneaking over to Alec and Joel's house and yelling at Tyler. I remember how Shelly's mom would drop her off at my house every morning and she'd go with me to school, and after school my mom would bring her home with us. It was possibly one of the best years besides sixth grade. It never ceases to amaze me how time flies.

Looks like I've listened to How To Save A Life eight times and counting xD