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I want...to go to a party.
It could be any type of party (except a really young child's birthday party. Any teenager's birthday party or something is alright)
I want to drink soda, dance, play some weird game, and just have a freakin' blast.
I'm so bored...it's not even funny.
I'm pretty sure gathering up the courage to ask my dad if I can go to Starbucks with Brandon will be easier than I'm anticipating.
I know that most of you are probably thinking, "The worst he could say is 'no.'"
And that's true.
But I'm worried about if he says no because...well, WHEN will he say yes?
When WOULD I be able to see Brandon next?
That's why I keep wanting to wait...just to be safe.

Oh and Jazz, guess what?
It might actually be easy to break up with Tyler because he hasn't called me since Monday, so that means that the plans we had set up for Saturday never happened and I'm actually kinda pissed that he couldn't at least call me and tell me he wasn't going to be able to do anything.
Maybe he's sick again...but I don't really want his excuses, I just want to end it.
But if you were thinking of suggesting I should call him, then I'm sorry, but no...I don't think I've called him once of my own free will.
I only call him if I missed one of his calls.
Blehh...it's almost like this is a trap, yo.

I also want to...
Make a To-Do list...I don't know why.
I can only think of three things that need to get done:

1. Clean the floor
2. Clean the bathroom
3. Work out

I'll probably do 1 and 2 tomorrow, but I decided that my workout schedule will be Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays so that I can have Mondays, Fridays, and the weekends off.
Nobody ever wants to do any exercising on those days.
Sounds pretty good to me.

I DEFINITELY want to...
Go shopping! Dammit!
I'm running out of tiiiime.... gonk
I guess that if I REALLY want to go as much as I say I do...I would remind Dad about it more often.
I figure that if I don't get to go shopping this summer...I'll spend my money at Walmart.
I'd buy:

1. Candy of course
2. Some sort of cosmetic...maybe liquid eyeliner, maybe somethin' else
3. Ooh...perhaps another new toy

and then save about $10 for the next time I go to the movies.
Maybe I'll save it for New Moon....yeahhhh. cool

Anyway, I don't really know what else I want.
I know what I want for dinner...but I can't have it because we don't have it...
I want Lasagna!!! Just be like Garfield and eat it all for myself!!
I don't even care if it made working out even harder, I totally would!