So what now?
right now sitting in my bedroom, listening to "Scientist" by coldplay
listening to my sister sing it, i think about my past
how everyone left me, and how the person whom i loved, left me 3 months ago.
"Nobody said it was easy..no one ever said it would be this hard"
blah blah blah = =
the lyrics are meaningful, and maybe thats the purpose of these kinds of song. To make you think about your past, think about all the mistakes you've made, and make you think what other obstacles your going to face in the future.
Life is all about taking risks, even for me. I'm shy and i dont know how to express myself sometimes
especially when i have deep feelings for them.
i guess im scared that i wont be able to find someone i can lean on. I walk around everyday and i see these people with their friends, and their partners and i get this feeling that
i wont experience that kinda of happiness..
I'm not trying to sound emo, or even dramatic and i know that im not the ONLY one having s**t that keeps happening in their lives
but i need to.. let it all out ><"
I dont need pity, if your going to give me pity, then get the ******** out of my facei need someone who i can talk to about my feelings, since lately, i havent had my best friends around to help me.
Argh.. i miss Unnie and Lorla TT"...
right now sitting in my bedroom, listening to "Scientist" by coldplay
listening to my sister sing it, i think about my past
how everyone left me, and how the person whom i loved, left me 3 months ago.
"Nobody said it was easy..no one ever said it would be this hard"
blah blah blah = =
the lyrics are meaningful, and maybe thats the purpose of these kinds of song. To make you think about your past, think about all the mistakes you've made, and make you think what other obstacles your going to face in the future.
Life is all about taking risks, even for me. I'm shy and i dont know how to express myself sometimes
especially when i have deep feelings for them.
i guess im scared that i wont be able to find someone i can lean on. I walk around everyday and i see these people with their friends, and their partners and i get this feeling that
i wont experience that kinda of happiness..
I'm not trying to sound emo, or even dramatic and i know that im not the ONLY one having s**t that keeps happening in their lives
but i need to.. let it all out ><"
I dont need pity, if your going to give me pity, then get the ******** out of my facei need someone who i can talk to about my feelings, since lately, i havent had my best friends around to help me.
Argh.. i miss Unnie and Lorla TT"...
