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What am i to do?
Do i do as you say and release whats kept me alive?
If I do so
I'm also trusting that history shall not repeat itsself
But im not sure i can trust that since that ball is on your court
But if i hold onto it....
I never thaought i would be able to hate you
But at this rate it will turn into a deep loathing
The membrance of how you shifted and morphed things to keep me around
Yes you saved me once
And i believe i did the same to you
Thats how this thing grew
But you should have known i would stay
With or without lies and the small changes in the truth

Moral of the story
If you dont love me
Say so
Or the love may dissapate on both ends
Be lucky it hasn't....
Yet that is...