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Have you ever woken up out of bed
with your feet on your pillow
the ground to support your head
and suddenly last night hits you in one go
and your mind reels from the blow

Have you ever wondered what you'd done
to be pressing your head against a gun
and your girlfriend's at the alter dressed in lace
but there's another guy standing in your place

Have you ever wanted to slit your wrists
and wondered why your life still exists
and your father tells you to ******** go
and your mother doesn't even want to know

Have you ever looked in the mirror
but everyone else seems to see you clearer
and every one just want to judge
and your not allowed to hold a grudge

Have you ever wanted to lash out
and fell what its like to live without doubt
but your friends all hold you back
and make you fell like you know jack

And it seems to you your the only one
in the whole damn world that fells like this
then finally you'll hear the death bells being sung
and you will look back on life, and know it was piss.