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Dear diary,
i woke up at 9:30am this morning without an alarm clock.i always wake up at specific times and it scares me sometimes...i got a little alone time ont eh computer doing stuff without my brothers bugging me,which is precious time in my view.
im not going to hide things here.well, as in my address and where i live i will NOT share, because that is a little too far. well, here's my newest story.
on a school day i came home to find my father painting the wall that the computer was on, and it took him two day to get it hooked up again. i was getting on the computer getting ready to tell my cyber bf that we needed a song when i found a letter in my inbox. it said something like this:" im sorry but i found someone else its not you its me.i hope we can still be friends."
and that was it. he had dumped me. i was a little sad,yet i got over it.after all,i will NOT be pushed around. i am strong and i will decide what can hurt me. GIRLS OUT THERE! A MESSGE FOR YOU!! if the one you love doesnt love you back, then hes not good enough for you. simple. if he doesnt have enough sense to realize what he has, then hes not worth a penny, a thought, a dream, or anything at all. ok? its that simple.
as for my old bf, well, we havent talked since. i left a comment on his profuile askin how he was doin, but i think he's avoiding me. i don't care, thats his problem.
for all you girls out there,never EVER give up hope.there are other fish in the sea ok?
right now im on the computer writing this, and hoping it will inspire all who read it.
this is the end of this entry. until next time few readers!
love,ashleigh