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my life, i sware to god, cant get any ******** worse.

THE ANNOYING MOM
my mom wants to run away, and kill herself.
she refuses to get a job, and blames it on her back problems.
she says IM lazy when SHE doesnt do s**t!
like really WHAT THE ********!?
"im not gonna eat or cook dinner, because then i wont have to clean the dishes"
okay, really...what the ********. your have 2 daughters.
YOUR SUPPOSED TO COOK DINNER FOR US EVERY NIGHT!!
but i end up cooking dinner for everyone else.
and she complains that we have spaghettie to much. well WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE!? i cant cook anything else unless you want a ******** waffle for dinner.
everytime i say that im hungry, and i want to eat something, she goes off and starts ******** complaining "i havent eaten in a week."
well you know what, maybe if you stopped inhaling lung cancer and rat poison [ciggerettes] then you could eat, even every day of the week. like really. what the hell.


THE DRUNK GRANDMA
sooo, my grandma. probably the most anoyying stupid drunk you will ever meet. yeah. my 75 year old grandma gets drunk. actually, she gets OVERLY drunk. and its ******** anoyying. she drinks 2 LITERS of chardonay every ******** night. then when its 5:00 in the afternoon she starts nagging my mom to take me and my sister out to dinner, when we just ate. were not ******** hungry, yet she forces us to go out and eat. she asks me the same question 15 times in 10 minutes. theres no way to get away from her.
"are you hungy?" "no" -3 minutes later-
"are you hungy?" "no" -3 minutes later-
"are you hungy?" "no" -3 minutes later-
"are you hungy?" "no" -3 minutes later-
"are you hungy?" "no" -3 minutes later-

GOD! its like, leave me the ******** alone god damn it. then she says she drinks because she hates her life, and shes trying to kill herself. well thats not making any one elses life easier >.<

THE MEAN DAD]
Sooo, Then comes along daddy >.< uhg, what the hell. when i was 10, he picked me up by my hair, and threw me on the floor...isnt that child abuse? hmmm...thats what i thought. now he went to this bullshit landmark forum thing, and hes a "different person" what the ********? whatever, he still ******** yells at me. he says he's changed but he hasnt. and now he wants me to go to this bullshit forum thing. uhmmm, hell no. ******** THAT


THE CONTROLLING AUNT
sooo, she acts like my mom. a mom i never ******** see. and not the good kind of mom. the annoying controlling one, like really, what the hell. SHE makes OUR house rules, and give us our chores. she upsets my mom everyday by saying things, and thats what triggers my moms moods and it backfires on me. my aunt doesnt believe anything my dad has ever done to me, OR what he did to my mom. and me and my mom are the only ones who believe it, because we say it. she needs to worry about her own prissy prissy family instead of ours, we can handle it on our own.


I honestly think god hates me :'/ and i know its not a good thing to say that. i dont think i deserve this horrible family and life. i dont know why im placed here.

i have nothing anymore. i have my boyfriend, and about 5 or 6 friends i actually trust. what is wrong with my life >.< uhg...this sucks.

but whatever. wahmbulance