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It's already starting, I spent one summer free of the paralyzing anxiety, off visiting my love, busy working, but apparently not busy enough. Just trying to think of everything that I'll have to do (to figure out on my own) this semester, has me right back where I left it. I'm starting my medication now, soon as I get my car, I will go to my 'new' doctor and talk to them about this, different birth control (cant take two weeks of crying again).

I kinda have hope of some direction in that MICA has a sequential class, and towson has a program where if they dont offer something you can take it at mica for the towson cost. I have hope there.


I dont want to get attached to having a studio becuase I am giving it up the next spring. I want to get a job at the census typing evenings keep my part time job, and make as much money as I can to get me through the rest of school. sad I'll save up a bunch for insurance next year (I DIDNT EVEN THINK OF THAT). UGH. Things are JUST NOT GOING MY WAY this much already.

I am cutting back on consumption, i kinda like it.


If it's this bad and I havent even attended a class... I have no idea what's going to happen once I START.