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Hikari means light
and Michi means Path.

My name is Gaby, I go by Star and Hikari. Don't like me? That's your problem. Not mine.
Not much to know. Yet a lot to understand. I'm just another face out there with a heart beating inside, another girl holding her heart on her sleeve.. I'm happy to announce that I've found the love of my life. He loves me. I love him. More than anything. More than anyone. Forever and Always. Enough said. Just kidding. There's like a billion things to say about Raisi. He's the best boy friend in the world. I'm 13, I live in the U.S. but i speak 4 different languages.I'm very mature for my age, yet i show people i can also be very immature. I have an attitude and if your rude to me or my friends then prepare to get your face bitten off cause I'm not the type to stay quiet about something that pisses me off. I'm not a huge people person but i love my friends. I loathe it when people ignore me, it shows they don't care. x. x; im a dork in RL. i actually love reading. Only books that interest me though. Don't get the wrong idea, i don't love homework. I'm very easy to get a long with in general. Simple things make my day. A sticker, a smile, even a random friendly person. I look nothing like my avi in rl, i have black wavy hair and chocolate warm brown eyes. I am told i'm very observant, there's always two sides to the way i think. I try to understand life, and peoples point of views in every way possible. I love acting, and music. I play the piano, i think its the most graceful instrument there is. Want to know more? Feel free to ask. My picture is below e.o; But beware you might go blind by the..horrible-ness.
ever heard of a distorted view of your body?
well i have it , as much as everyone says i'm pretty , i don't see what they see , its a horrible thing , i cant take a compliment at all.

For the Haters out there.
Got a problem with Me? Solve it.
Think I'm trippin'? Tie my shoes.
Can't stand me? Sit down.
Can't face me? Turn the ******** around.

My beloved and I
[ i look retarded but rai looks hot ;x]

I can dream can't i?


A daughter is the happy memories of the past, the joyful moments of the present, and the hope and promise of the future.

I know i have a heart because i can feel it breaking
-Wizard of Oz





My best friends mean the world to me. I have many amazing friends here on gaia, but here are a few that have been there since the beginning of forever. Or ones I admire a lot.
Here's a list, Check if your names here:
Haro
Lexi
Sidca
CiCi
Danny
Riles
Ioma
Pix
Toxic
Vicky
Katie
Juju
Ashley
StaIker
Erin
Nessy
Raii


It takes a lot to be up here. If your name is up here. You mean a lot to me
~Haro~:The best big brother in the world. xD You know how to cheer me up real fast. I love your humor, and your personality. I hope i can one day be as funny as you. You've known me for what? Like almost two years now? If i were to pick one person from gaia to meet in real life. It would in a heart beat be you. My big brother. I see you ever where, i know this might sound cheesey but when i watched 'Race To WitchMountain" I started thinking the brother and sister relationship between the siblings were just like you and i. Whenever im down for a boy problem or whatever, i always have your shoulder for support. Lol. We have the funniest way of having fun, Making fun of the person we love to hate. -wink wink- xD. Ily bro. Forever and Always.
~Lexi~: Lexi. Hmm. Well, we started off on the wrong foot but, I have to apologize. I judged you way too much in the past, And I'd like to fix it. I wanna start clean, as friends<3maybe even best friends soon-ish;x. Dude ily already, Your personality is unique, and I love the way you deal with things. You know how to make anyone smile. I'm glad we can be friends. <3 ily Lexi.
~Sidca~ I met you not too long ago, but your a great friend. Your funny, friendly, and always fun to be around with. I hope we remain friends for a long time, maybe even forever.
~My Twin;; Cici~: The best twin in the world. Even though your 3 years older, you still rock my socks.I look up to you, my fashion magazine.
~Danny~: I don't know you well yet, but i hope i get the chance to get to know you, Your very dear to me already, considering you make one of the most important people in my life happy, and for that i owe you a lot of respect already. X3. I hope we turn out great friends.
~~ Riles, Ioma, Kada,Pix, Toxic Vicky~~
You guys are what keeps me going. whenever somethings wrong, i know i can always come to one of you, and suddenly everything is ok again. You are the most perfect, funny friends anyone could have. Riles, your my twin sister. . Why did you have to go? I miss you so much. I'm just worried i guess, because i don' know if your ok or anything, i lost contact but, if your happy, so am i, i miss you. Ioma, Kada, Pix, and Toxic, xD i love you guys a lot. Ioma and Kada, your the best artist ever. Toxic, your humor is to die for. i love hanging out with you, and Pix, thanks for being you. Your profiles are amazing. i hope we can hang out more often.
~Katie~: I missed you sis. I'm glad i found you again. Your one of the nicest most friendliest, caring people i know. I'm not gonna let you go away again so > : O Prepare for your stalker-ish doom. <3 ily.
~JuJu~:Like omg, meeting you was so unexpected, yet one of the best surprises friendship here on gaia has given me. It's nearly impossible meeting someone as friendly, as you. x3 your my hikari twin big sister, i know i've only known you for a short time, but i care for you a lot already. ily <33
~ Ashley, Erin, and Staiker-Chan~ Duuude. These four girls rock my world. Theyr that kind of healthy relationship every parent would want their kid to have. Theyr caring, and funny, and outgoing, and theyr not afraid of anything. Theyr fearless. And i love them so much, im so glad i met them 4, there would seriously be no point of gaia without them.
Before anything, i have to say that the BEST, most powerful source of my energy, well being, and most of all happiness is my daughter, my little girl, Nessy. All you peeps should be jealous of this munchkin. I'm stupid, and i don't deserve a daughter like her. .Much less to know her. She's one of the most important things that's happened to me. And i don't give her enough credit for that. She's held me together, and i've tried to help her too. But i guarantee, i haven't helped her one quarter of what she's helped me. If i'm called Star it's because she's that light that shines on me allowing me to shine. If anything ever happens to her, i don't care if i get sent to hell, i'll leave this world, even if im not with her, because i know she'll go to heaven, its not worth walking through this world, knowing my Nessy isn't breathing in it.
I love you too much, words cannot describe it.
~Star~
Hmm. Well. Once upon a time, i met a little girl. 10 years old. But sooo different. It's not because she's adorable, and insanely mature for her age that I love her, but just like Nessie, she gained my love. Whenever I'm sad, Raii is right there with her arms opened to hold me and try to make things better. She was one of the best friends in the whole world. Now, shes not only that, but also my daughter. like it said, we didn't start out as a gaia mother and daughter, we started out as ordinary friends. I've known her for 2 months, yet for what seems like a years. Like a part of me has always known her. Like she's always been that warmth feeling i get when something is wrong and i know its going to be alright.
I love you Raii.
~Star~
~Bree~
Omg. Bree. Duuude. Your my most random best friend. Lolol. We have so much fun together. You know how to make me laugh in seconds, i swear. xD. You have a way with actions and words, that makes me jealous. I envy the way your always happy, no matter what. I've never seen you upset and for that i admire you. Your like that one friend i can always turn to and count on to cheer me up. Your literally the person i want to turn out to be. You read, xD which i love. Oh and your my appearance twin. Same here, Eyes, Almost everything. I swear. I feel so much better knowing you. I love how your always positive, and always willing to fix things in a matter of seconds. Were also troubled by an awkward boy with the name of Nate. But whatever, I've got to admit, he's awkwardly brought us closer. I love it when we mess with his mind.
Well. I love you so much Bree Kins <3
-Star
BreePawnsAll

~FaeFae, Muffin, and Kodie~
My 3 best guy friends. I don't know what i'd do without each of you. I love you guys so much, you have no idea. I'd walk through hell and back for you. You each know how to put a smile on my face in the easiest ways. I love you guys soo much. Don't ever change.

~Attention~
Star is now an Aunty In RL
<3 Welcome to the world Xander <3

August 29, 4:23AM, 2009